8/20/2012

Psalm 119:33-40

Don't you just love it when you're reading the Bible and you just fall in love with a verse(or group of verses)? If we're being honest, sometimes reading the Bible isn't the most exciting thing ever. Let me make it clear that  I do believe there is much to be learned from the Bible and that it is our handbook from God on how to live our lives; but, when you're just reading a bunch of statistics or long lists of geneology, let's face it, you get bored. So when verses start to speak out to you it's all the more exciting. Well Psalm 119:33-40 is a group of verses that spoke out to me recently. The NIV version goes like this:

"Teach me, Lord, the way of your decrees,
    that I may follow it to the end.
34 Give me understanding, so that I may keep your law 
    and obey it with all my heart. 
35 Direct me in the path of your commands, 
    for there I find delight. 
36 Turn my heart toward your statutes
    and not toward selfish gain. 
37 Turn my eyes away from worthless things;
    preserve my life according to your word.
38 Fulfill your promise to your servant,
    so that you may be feared.
39 Take away the disgrace I dread,
    for your laws are good.
40 How I long for your precepts!
    In your righteousness preserve my life."

I also love the way The Message version puts it. It goes like this...

"God, teach me lessons for living 
      so I can stay the course. 
   Give me insight so I can do what you tell me— 
      my whole life one long, obedient response. 
   Guide me down the road of your commandments; 
      I love traveling this freeway! 
   Give me a bent for your words of wisdom, 
      and not for piling up loot. 
   Divert my eyes from toys and trinkets, 
      invigorate me on the pilgrim way. 
   Affirm your promises to me— 
      promises made to all who fear you. 
   Deflect the harsh words of my critics— 
      but what you say is always so good. 
   See how hungry I am for your counsel; 
      preserve my life through your righteous ways!"

Isn't that a great prayer? Asking God for wisdom, for strength to resist greedy desires, for the backbone to withstand criticism. I want my life to be led by God. I want to serve my Heavenly Father obediently. I want to gain wisdom from the Lord. I know that oftentimes, in my prayers, I ask God for wisdon to make the right choices and I ask him to guide me along the path he thinks I should go. These verses reflect some of my most important prayers and is something I plan to commit to memory. :)

8/06/2012

New Goals for a New Beginning

You know that feeling you get on New Years Eve when you're setting your New Years resolution? You're excited for the fresh start that the New Year brings. It's refreshing, exciting, and you are ready to fulfill your resolution! Then one week into the New Year you lose all that enthusiasm and that resolution, well it was nice while it lasted, No, you have no idea what i'm talking about? Maybe it's just me....
Well it isn't New Years but i've got that feeling. Although i'm not celebrating the new year I am enthusiastic about some other "new" things that are happening in my life! I'm starting a new school year at a new school, i'm welcoming new opportunities, i'm moving into a new home! As the title of my blog says i;m taking "My Next Step Forward."

Since this is my "New Beginning," so to speak, i've set some new goals for myself! (I express my enthusiasm with colors so get ready for a color EXPLOSION!) They are as follows:

~Get a job (Working on this one...hopefully I will soon be a Chick Fil a employee)
~Set a steady fitness routine (I need to start exercising more; walking my dog twice a day isn't cutting it anymore)
~Buy some new fitness clothes (Now this part of exercising I like! I already saw some cute running shorts at Marshalls for a pretty reasonable price!)
~Write Love Letters (check this website out and you'll know what I mean moreloveletters.com )
~Scrapbook (I love to scrapbook, but first I must replenish my crafting supplies....Michaels here I come!)
~Learn at least 1 full song on the piano (My keyboard should really be doing more than collecting dust)
~Learn to Cook new foods (I have a ton of recipes on my Pinterest and it's about time I put them to the test! I think i'll start with dessert...tehe)
~DIY Projects (Another thing I have plenty of on my Pinterest board! It's so much fun!)
~Learn to Drive (Not really something I look forward to....I know, I sound terrible lazy...)
~Read as many books as I possibly can from my booklist (My booklist, well, it's endless)

Those are just some of my new goals; i'm sure i'll come up with more. Well, wish me luck as I try and fulfill these goals. Happy New Beginnings! ;)

8/02/2012

Bolivia

Well it's been a pretty long time since I last posted on here but I have something pretty exciting to blog about. I went out of the country! Say what?! Yep, you read that correctly. I said Adios to the USA and packed my bags for a 3 week trip to Bolivia. It's a trip i've desired to take for a long time and I couldn't be happier with the way it went. This was my first mission trip and for this trip I partnered with the Children’s Impact Network. Founded by John and Maritza Hernandez, they are based in the West Palm Beach area.
While I was in Bolivia I stayed at the boys orphanage, Bolivia Life Center which is founded and funded by CIN. 

During the trip, I had the pleasure of listening to John and Maritza tell the story and the history of their ministry.  The vision for the BLC first took shape in 1996 when Maritza kept repeatedly had the same dream. In her dream she was on a large piece of property, there was a large building behind her and people were bringing children to her. Now at the time they didn’t know what this dream meant but she wrote it down and she prayed about it. A couple years later the Hernandez’s took a trip to Bolivia and while they were there they saw something they had never seen before; they saw homeless kids, alone. They see these boys sniffing paint which gave them a temporary high that made them forget their hunger, pain, and how cold they were. They knew they had to do something. They didn’t know where the money to fund an orphanage would come from, they didn’t know what capacity they should plan to house, but they didn’t let that stop them. They remembered Maritza’s dream from long ago, they prayed about it, partnered with other believers, and together took one giant leap of faith after another.
The Bolivia Life Center Orphanage

Today the BLC Orphanage houses 55 boys. And let me tell you the BLC truly is like a big happy family. When we arrived at the orphanage some of the boys ran to after our car yelling, “Papa John! Mama Maritza!” With John and Maritza responding to them, “My boys we’re here!” The family atmosphere is obvious, with all the adults working in the orphanage being referred to as either “Tia” (aunt) or “Tio” (uncle).
They also have a separate home they call the “Lifehouse.” According to the law in Bolivia, once the boys turn 18 they are no longer legally allowed to live at the orphanage. So CIN arranged the Lifehouse as a settlement for the boys. That way they can continue their education and get jobs. With the Lifehouse the boys get to feel independent but they aren’t actually alone.

During my stay in Bolivia we got to do a lot of fun things with the boys. After church on Sundays we got to take all the boys from the orphanage straight from church to a nearby restaurant called “Globos” for ice cream. I loved watching the boys excited faces as they received their ice cream cones and seeing how big their eyes got as they poured sprinkles onto their melting cones. I stuck with a pretty normal Cappuccino flavor for my ice cream but some of the boys weren’t as safe. “Oso Creamoso” was a popular one among the younger boys (translation: Creamy Gummy Bears). Another popular one was a flavor we’re pretty familiar with in America, but you wouldn’t know it because of the spelling, was “Sneackers” aka “Snickers.” I have to admit that kind of made me laugh but I guess that’s what Snickers sounds like pronounced with a Spanish accent!

With the youngest group of boys we got to have “Tickle Time” for half an hour before they went to bed. I loved tickle time! We got to play games with the boys, read them stories, pray with them, tuck them into bed, and TICKLE THEM! One of the nights 3 of the boys teamed up against me in the tickle wars. I went after the youngest of these 3 Musketeers to tickle him and the other 2 attacked me. Needless to say those 3 little tough guys won and I was pinned to the floor under their tickling mercy. Then with the older boys and the boys from the Lifehouse, we got to go see on of their favorite sports. SOCCER! If I were to show you all the pictures I had of the boys playing soccer it would take you all day’ that’s how much they love it. We got to go to a professional championship game, Wilsterman vs. Bolivar. On the way to the game the boys told us about how rowdy these games could get. They warned us that if one particular team lost we’d want to run out of the stadium because fights would break out and tear gas would have to be let out into the audience. So obviously when that team started losing we left the game early. But the boys had a great time making sure us “gringos” as they lovingly call us, knew everything that was going on.



As you now know, the boys love their sports. As a result of that, all the teams that visited the orphanage this summer have been working on constructing a Multi-Purpose Concrete Sports Court at the BLC. We sifted fine sand to create concrete, mixed concrete, laid rocks for the foundation, and poured cement. Thanks to all of our hard work the court is almost done! Soon the boys will have a huge concrete court to play on! :D

In the afternoons we had the opportunity to go out into the different cities in Cochabamba, Bolivia and minister to kids through Sidewalk Sunday School. Going up and down the streets with one of the guys carrying a speaker and one of the ladies calling out through the microphone. We had a pretty inviting team going up and down those streets. The kids that seemed timid at first eventually came around to liking us when we played with them. Sidewalk Sunday School was a hit with balloon animals, a nail painting station, facepainting, crafts, and sidewalk chalk. Then we would get into our program complete with songs, a skit, and a special prayer. One of my favorite songs that we sang with the kids was “Mi Dios es tan Grande. “ (My God is so Big). The lyrics in Spanish go like this,

“Mi Dios es tan Grande,
Fuerte y Poderoso
No hay nada que no puede hacer.
Mi Dios es tan Grande,
Fuerte y Poderoso
No hay nada que no puede hacer.
Los montes son de el,
los rios tambien,
las estrellas son echas por el.
Mi Dios es tan Grande,
Fuerte y Poderoso
No hay nada que no puede hacer.”

You may actually recognize this song in English. It goes,
“My God is so big,
so strong and so mighty
there’s nothing my God cannot do.
My God is so big,
so strong and so mighty
there’s nothing my God cannot do.
The mountains are his,
the rivers are his,
the stars are made by him,
My God is so big,
so strong and so mighty,
there’s nothing my God cannot do.”


Overall, I had an amazing trip! If I had to say I had any regrets it would be that I couldn’t stay longer. I loved getting the chance to not only work on something beneficial to the orphanage and establish loving relationships with the boys, but also ministering to the less fortunate kids in the city. I can’t imagine a better way to have spent my summer. Bolivia along with everybody there now holds a special place in my heart. I miss the boys and I can’t wait to go back next year!!
If you’d like to know more about the Bolivia Life Center Orphanage, or if you’d like to learn more about the Children’s Impact Network, you can visit their website cinonline.org 


6/10/2012

A Post about Fashion...What?

It's true! This is an actual blog post about my fashion preferences. If fashion isn't your thing then i'm sorry. This blog is about as eclectic as my mind, and that's the best explanation that you are gonna get. :P

So it's summertime and these are a couple fashion favorites I'm hoping to get this summer!10 Summer Must Haves
1. A Floppy Hat - I've always wanted one of these oversize floppy hats. Sure, they may not be the most practical but they're pretty cool looking.
2. A High-Low Skirt - So this is a fashion item that's sort of a risk because it's a bold item. Now the hard part about this type of skirt is finding one with a modest length. :/
3. A Shoulder Bag - Shoulder bags are both practical and stylish. I'm able to carry whatever I need in my purse but without the hassle of holding it in my hand.
4. Cowboy Boots - COWBOY BOOTS! Ok, so i'm not in any way a southerner but i've always loved cowgirl boots! (Random tidbit: When I was younger I would sometimes fake having a southern accent when meeting new people.)
5. Gel Eyeliner - The clean lines, dramatic effect, and versatility of gel eyeliner is very appealing to me.
6. A Jean Jacket - It's one of those fashion staples that (I believe) everyone should have, but I myself don't have one. Just to make it clear, I would NOT wear this jacket with jeans! I can't stand that.....
7. Perry the Platypus Shirt - "Well there you are Perry" The lovable Platypus from Disney's Phineas and Ferb has become wanted by all males and females. I am no exception! <3
8. A Romper - This is another one of those fashion items that is really hard to find modesty wise. Most Rompers i've found are way too short for me. Personally, I think i'm going to try to sew one.....hmmmmmm
9. Something with Lace - Shirts, Dresses, Skirts! The classic look of lace is a fashion favorite for me!
10. Something that SPARKLES - Ok confession time, I love sparkles! Anything that glitters, that's what I want!


So that's what i'm wishing to buy this summer! I know you probably don't care but it fun making this! xD

5/19/2012

Pomp and Circumstance

For those of you that know what in the world "Pomp and Circumstance" is then you already know what this post will be about. And for those of you who have no idea what it is, then you're about to find out. I only just found out what it was this morning! You see "Pomp and Circumstance" is graduation music. You know what i'm talking about, the music that plays as graduates parade down the aisle. Well the funny part about me not knowing what it was until this morning, is that I had my high school graduation today. ;)
Yes, it's official, I GRADUATED! It's a pretty awesome feeling to be graduated but with such a big milestone begins a new chapter of my life.
One of my favorite verses is Luke 9:25 "What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet lose or forfeit his very self?" I just think that verse is a real eye opener to anyone that reads it/hears it and is especially impactful to graduates who are being sent out into the world. As followers of Jesus, we are called to be in the world and not of it. Society pushes all the wrong things, to teens especially, and it is up to us as individuals to resist the temptation.
I was reading Romans today and I came across a verse in chapter 12 verse 21, "Do not be overcome with evil, but overcome evil with good." Now I don't know about you, but when I see the words "good" and "evil" I immediately think of superheroes and villains. So as I read this verse I pictured a villainous world and a super God. Now I don't mean to say that everything in the world is evil, but just that it contains evil.
I guess what I've been trying to say is to always stay true to yourself. I know as a graduate I'm going to be exposed to new people, places, and situations that may make me uncomfortable. No matter what happens I think it's important not to let the wrong things overtake my life. I never want to lose my soul to material things, impure desires, or anything that compromises my faith.
I've always correlated Luke 9:25 with the song "Lose My Soul" by TobyMac featuring Kirk Franklin and Mandisa. It's one of my mom's favorite songs and one that my whole family sings along to. And I want to share that song with you here>> Lose My Soul by TobyMac

5/06/2012

Roller Coasters of Life

I happen to love riding roller coasters. Just today my friends and I were talking about how much we love rollercoasters and which roller coasters are the best. From our conversation I am now convinced that I need to go to Islands of Adventure because I would love it there! ;)
Nevertheless, as much as I love roller coasters, sometimes my stomach still flip flops on the coaster. You know what that feels like. That feeling that your unagreeable stomach makes when you've just ridden too many rollercoasters.
And you know what, life can be exactly like the ups and downs of a roller coaster. You can feel great (up), then begin to struggle and feel not so great (down). However, through the Bible we can see that although our lives can feel like a wild rollercoaster at times, he is still with us.

In the book of Genesis we see Joseph's rollercoaster of a life. He was loved and favorited by his father (up). His brother became jealous of him and sold him as a slave (down). Joseph found favor in Potiphar's eyes and was held at high esteem (up). Potiphar's wife held Joseph at too high of esteem, falsely accused him, and got him thrown into prison (down). Joseph is remembered, freed from prison, and put in a position of power over Egypt (up). Joseph was able to guide Egypt through its 7 year famine (up). Joseph was reunited with his family (up).
In the book of Leviticus we see a similar coaster with the Israelites.
Ok so it's not a picture of a roller coaster but you get the ups and Downs

These are only two of the many examples in the Bible of rollercoaster lives. Now i'm sure the track that their life coasters were taking weren't always pleasant. I'm sure at times it seemed like God didn't care about them or that he had forgotten them. Still we see that God was with them and he had a purpose. When life gets tough don't think the Lord has left you. I mean if Joseph thought like that and gave up trusting in God who would have saved Egypt? Your life may not always be easy but God has a plan for your life regardless. So ride your rollercoaster with endurance, knowing that God is always by your side.

4/16/2012

Pinterest is for Dessert

http://www.pamperedchef.com/recipe_search/recipe.jsp?id=100348 
http://penniesonaplatter.com/2010/10/29/carrot-cake-cheesecake/

Yes, it's true. The wonderful website Pinterest is making it very difficult not to bake every single dessert and food item I stumble upon. If you have a Pinterest you know what i'm talking about. Almost everyone has a "board" with food or desserts or anything edible for that matter! If I see a picture of food I can't just keep scrolling down the page, it calls me. Food (even pictures of food) is my weakness, specifically desserts. I mean how can someone see a recipe for "White Chocolate Truffle Cupcakes" or "Carrot Cake Cheesecake" and not drool!

As you can see, I have a bit of an obsession for food. So it shouldn't surprise you that when I recently assigned to write a praise poem about something (anything) I chose food. I know I could have gone many other ways with this poem, and no food is not my god, but I thought it was a comical and creative way to express my love for dessert. x)
So here it is! My original poem titled, "Praise for Dessert"


Praise be to God for Peanut Butter Fudge;
Whether it is sinful or not, I’ll let him be the judge.
Smooth and dreamy on my tongue,
as soon as I ate it my taste buds sung.
With the perfect balance between nutty and sweet,
I’ll never say no to this delicious treat.
Praise be to God for Campfire S’mores;
After your first one, you’ll keep wanting more.
Taking a bite, chocolate dribbles down,
If desserts were royalty this one deserves the crown.
Ooey gooey marshmallows all over your fingers,
This camping treat is a ding, ding, dinger.
Praise be to God for Fudge Brownie Sundaes;
they can make anything better, even dreaded Mondays.
Warm fudge brownie piled high with ice cream,
I pinch myself to see if it’s real or only a dream.
Mounds of whipped cream with caramel on top,
if this is all a dream I hope it never stops.